journey in breastfeed my little son

alhamdulillah..bridging course level 1 almost complete!
sabtu ni penutup level 1 course dengan lab reserach audit
hmmm...i'm not ready yet..either mentally or physically
termasuklah document2 yang penting itu..
same thing goes to another assignments
belum sentuh apa2 pon lagi..susah benar nak cari mood
writing mood! uhhhh

since attending classes..
thing da most affected was my production
i mean..susu bekalan anak ku!
i manage to collect 18-20oz before,
bt then da amount decrease day by day..
my production drop to 12oz per day only!!
kadang2 kalo busy sgt drop tu 6oz je
sedihkan!!!
of course la kuciwa bila tgk anak mnum FM
nasib baik la polisi di rumah mengamalkan NO FM at home
jadi takla luluh sgt hati ini..tskkkk tssskkk

what i have to do?
to boost up my production
things getting complicated when he's getting older
he's getting demanding and playful!
jangan harap mama ab boleh pam kat rumah
dia nampak je 'benda alah' itu..mesti dia nak campak ok..
macam la pump tu musuh dia
adehhhssss

so now..mama ab hv to stick to my pump schedule
by hook or by crook..i must pump at least 2 times daily at work
before this 3kali..tp skang mmg tak sempat.uhhh
12oz pon 12 oz la..but more is better
mama try my best ya darling to fulfill ur needs
serba salah tau..hukhuk
doakan mama breastfeed kamu hingga 2 tahun ye sayang
insya allah!!!!!!!